Mola Mola – Re:Mind Studio

Healing by Thinking.
Thinking by Being.

Re:Mind Studio
is an independent essay studio
dedicated to thinking about
trauma, recovery, humanity, society, technology, and love.

The writings here do not sell comfort.
They offer a language for thinking.



  • Those Who Demand Brightness

    “You Used to Be So Bright When You Were Little” My father said those words often. “You were so bright when you were a child; why have you changed so much?” Those words always felt surreal. As far as I can remember, I was never “bright” around him. I was always reading his cues, tensing…

  • “Win Through Mental Fortitude”

    The Cruelty of “Win Through Mental Fortitude” My father hates that I go to the psychiatric clinic. At first, he said it was “fine,” but eventually, he began using foul language, telling me not to go. “You should win through mental fortitude; what’s so wrong with you that you go to a place like that?”…

  • Treating a Human Being as the Environment

    An Invisible Existence My father works at a hotel. I arrived in Jeju at 2:30 AM, having not slept a wink due to a night of travel. I took my medication and finally drifted off, only to be jolted awake by the ear-splitting sound of gunfire. It was the sound of my father playing a…

  • Reverberations of a World Without Consideration

    Dawn Fatigue, Without a Moment to Sleep I arrived in the city at two-thirty in the morning. As soon as I got off the ferry, I headed to the hotel. My father was working here, and I wanted to rest, even if just for a few days. I went into the hotel room, took my…

  • Why I Fear Someone Who Is Too Kind

    Why the Body Shrinks Before Tenderness I become afraid when I encounter a kind person. They certainly mean me no harm. In fact, their kindness, warmth, consideration, and understanding are the very things I have longed for most. Yet, strangely, when they draw near, my body stiffens, my heart races, and I avert my eyes.…